an unborn child in a virtual existence

i'm not sure i want to be out there.

talks are ripe, end times is just a bend away
a first hand experience of tribulation is quite scary, you know.

my supposed to be nanay ain't scared
she welcomes the thought of a pre-trib rapture, that's why.
with a strong pleading though... that her loved ones follow the Truth.
she's smart... best of all, she's saved :-)

if the Big Boss gives me to her to nourish, i bet she'll take me in.
not that she likes children a lot,
but because she believes in what she just sang in the shower...

"Every blessing you pour out,
I turn back to praise.
When the darkness closes in, Lord,
Still I will say...
Blessed be the name of the Lord.
Blessed be Your name.
Blessed be the name of the Lord.
Blessed be Your glorious name.

You give and take away.
You give and take away.
My heart will choose to say,
Lord, Blessed be your name..."

and... checkin' out my supposed to be tatay,
i like the eyes, the nose, the lips, the complexion...
nanay likes his smooth thighs, strong hands and strong teeth (?)
she giggles and says the teeth takes care of its own, works out on its own
hahaha, sounds funny even if i don't understand the hows and the whys...

i like it that he's in the same level of smartness as nanay.
i heard them talk about Jesus and the Bible recently.
his questions and opinions are valid for someone who's searching...
her answers are real, but i sense she is too affected and overcome with emotions.
aahhh women... i think i'm somewhat lucky that i'm a man.

it's almost 12 midnight and Father's Day is closing...
i almost forgot why i wanted to speak up... well, it's about tatay.

i may be "unborn" but "if" i get to see the world, i'm excited to be with him.

nanay glows when she thinks of him.
not that he's perfect. far from it.
she was pained in the past and i guess it throbs once in a while.

but she thanks him for pointing her to the faith.

ironic that she credits him as part of the "why",
the "how" she came to the saving grace.

whew! she is so grateful to the Big Boss for the love and peace
she has in her transformed heart.

and the love overflowing is uncontrollable.
how she loves people in her midst is only by grace.

how she loves tatay is so special...
no more ifs, no more buts, no conditions
only sheer delight.

if a woman like nanay adores him, he must be really, over-the-top special.
and if i can just pop in, i surely would come up to him,
hug him tight and kiss him
"tatay, you sure is a beautiful gift, you have a wonderful purpose, you are loved!"