!! two rainbows !!

what do you do when you literally feel the pain gnawing at you?

i did double, triple flips in my bed...
punching the pillows, kicking out the pain?!!

i cried, i went to work and had fun with my team (good).

i cried, i gobbled junk food (bad).

i cried, i snuggled in mama's bed and laughed with my family (good).

i cried, i sent drama emails and sms (bad).

i cried, i talked to my God (the best!).

i was near doubt but HE kept reminding me of HIS promise day to me in April of 2006.

The Lord says, “I will give you back what you lost
to the swarming locusts, the hopping locusts,
the stripping locusts, and the cutting locusts.
It was I who sent this great destroying army against you.
Joel 2:25 NLT

And as if to seal HIS assurance with kisses to my cheeks,
my sweet God let me see 2 rainbows this week.

He sees me/ hears me,
He cares for me/ God is not a man that HE would not keep HIS promise!
:-)